This morning ( for some reason), i woke up feeling very tired. Not i went to bed too late tired, but honestly and truly TIRED. Physically, emotionally, and spiritually...all wrapped up in one neat little package.
I thought the coffee might help.
It didn't. ( well, maybe just a little bit). I try very hard to wake up in the mornings and be present for my family. I am admittedly not an "early" morning person which generally does not mesh well with having two children under the age of 4. Try as I might, i will NEVER be a wake-up-at-5-am-exercise-then-read-the-paper-before-the-rest-of-the-house-wakes kind of gal. I am very jealous of people ( or moms for that matter) who can do this. But I digress.....
So, the coffee didn't work. The cold water splashed repeatedly on my face didn't work. I think i maybe I'm just TIRED.....
I am so grateful for all things in my life...wonderful husband, healthy children , great family...but i wonder sometimes where "I" went in the process.
Maybe I just need a nice, long, nap....or maybe I am just anticipating my 2 week vacation with my husband and kids...the good parts of that , and the bad ( uhhhhh...come on, who doesn't like riding in an airplane with a screeching 2 year old.?). OR, maybe it's packing for 4 people that's got me feeling "tired". Or maybe it's the MOUNDS of laundry waiting for me...did I mention that they were MOUNDS? *sigh*.
I'm not complaining...really i'm not...( ok maybe just a little).
How do you ( doesn't matter if you have kids or not) ladies deal with feeling "tired"? I KNOW you all know what I mean...
xoxoxoxoxo
2 comments:
I actually snooze on the couch with cartoons on for George...thankfully she hasn't ever gotten into TOO much trouble :)
awww...felt it this morning as the working mom guilt spread over me! Bryce came in to bed w/ me right after my alarm went off and we were snuggling and his arm was hugging my head...could have slept another three hours w/ the fam!! ended up staying in bed a few extra minutes and cutting out washing my hair today...the hair is a little flat, but whatever!
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