....so every thursday Olivia spends the day with my dear sister-in-law Jen and her two kids. ( my 5 year old niece Hadley, and my 2 year old nephew K.C.)... well, this morning as I was about to leave their house and head to work ,Olivia, for the first time, started crying and reaching for me as I turned around and walked away. It felt like my heart was about to break into pieces. My only comfort was that I know how much she LOVES Jen and the kids so i knew that after I was out the door ( and she couldn't see me anymore) that she would be o.k. I wish that I could have peeked inside somehow to see that she was smiling again...Jen told me later that she stopped crying almost immediately after I left... Whew... what a relief. Still, I really wanted to be with my baby, not on my way to work... blah.
Anyway, I know all you moms out there can relate and I'm sure that I will get used to it...but man did I have mommy guilt today!
Ok... now I feel better... nothing a little venting couldn't cure. *sigh*.
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